My First

This is my first blogging experience. It feels great to finally able to express myself over to a potential of millions of people. Wow...

On why I started:
There must always be a why right? Well all I can say is that I want to truly see how it is like to express myself and let people comment on my views. More importantly it is for me to see myself; my own thoughts and expressions, just like a mirror, except that this mirror sees what lies beneath that skin.

My First:
There is always a first in everything, they say, whoever they are. I started this blog because it was my first to experience the pain for the loss of love. God's as well as her's. I didn't sieze the opportunity I suppose and I didn't cherish what was given to me. I was filled yet I wasn't happy. Perhaps what William J. Diehm said in "Sharpening your people skills" that without no there is no yes, and I quote "Happiness would be an unknown condition if it had never been contrasted with sadness." I could not feel the happiness in my life and hence I went the the opposite way.
I was blessed when He sent someone (though not a christian and someone I knew for only a year) to aid me. NOW, I know I must count my blessings and never look back. I must not, in fact.

On this blog:
I will post anything there is interesting and does not have a category belonging to my other blogs.